todays my birfday. we'll see how it goes. vegas was great. send all your love @ ytrico@gmail.com / pics/ vids / if u want to actually send moneys to me i can give you my paypal.
to do a rare update on a site i hardly spend time on, but just in case their are lurkers out there that like to check up on me that havnt in awhile, well..
my bday is coming up :D yay. any gifts can be sent to ytrico@gmail.com videos/pics/messages whatever.
and im going to LAS VEGAS! first time, on a budget, but still. its going to rock.
so its 1:30pm... ive spent the last i dunno 2 hrs messing with music and coming up with absolutely nothing.. matter of fact i havnt written anything in over a year besides little snippets of something that i just end up trashing anyway.
i was just laying down and im like so depressed about it i couldnt sleep so i figured id just pop on to good ol LJ and whine about it for no reason just to get it out i guess. so i feel like someone is listening even though nobody really reads this anymore and thats truly fine, but still.
i dunno wtf is wrong with me, if its me or if its my surroundinsg or what. ive always been great at coming up with melodies n decent at writing, but anymore its like everything i TRY to do is the same or i just feel is 'boring' or sounds like everything else. a HUGE part of it could just be my lack of playing skills. i can truly only play basic stuff i know chords and certain combinations of progressions, but i dont have the patience to lay down seperate guitar tracks to get a good full sounding thing.
i dunno man.... i can do covers here and there and that kinda makes me feel a bit better, but today was just one of those days where its like anything i try to sing just sounds like crap to me to the point where i dont even want to sing. and i HATE that feeling because music is such a huge passion for me. its like ive hit a creative dead end and theres noplace else to go with it. not only that but i havnt even found really any music ive been into lately either. nothing has really 'grabbed' me.
:: holds head :: im so tired. think im going to try to sleep now. have to get up for work soon.
other than this my life is pretty blessed right now actually. i dunno why the whole music thing hit me so hard today, but it did. i dunno if any other musicians read this, but im sure its a common feeling to just be like oh i suck i dont wanna do this anymore. but then u do , but i dunno today is a whole new level of that, like maybe its best that i dont try to anymore. kinda like a fighter or sports player trying to live the glory days when hes just done. if that makes any sense.
anywho. visiting family soon. gonna be weird because my cousins 10 year old hung himself less than a month ago and i really dont want them to bring it up to me in person and start crying and stuff. i dont like to deal with death at all. also my brother and his wife will be in texas the whole time which sucks cuz i spend 80% of my time with them. now its like im flying there just to play xbox at his house while hes gone, sure ill see other members of the family, but not for too long. hoping ghostface dylla is back in indiana @ that time and around me so we can hang. i have like NO friends where i am. just my computer haha. pathetic i know.
but... could be worse. and atleast i have a job.
k.. i dont know if i feel any better after typing all this crap out or not, maybe a lil. but still. it sucks.
i go on a lil mini vacation to the dells w00t w00t. i was there once when i was younger with my cousins in chicago. but yeah i worked last night went to sleep like 3-4 hrs ago and i had a dream - very random dream with a bunch of different friends. yanno how you have friends that have no idea about your other friends kinda thing? it was that and they were combining or merging into 1 person. aaaaaaaaaanyway in the dream we were in a car and everyone got food and ice cream and i had a spoon in my hand with some chocolate ice cream and everyone i sall talking and im the only one who didnt have anything to eat or ice cream except for this spoon with ice cream onit. and i was like 'sure glad i got to get me something..' and i was sad so they turned around
and my friend drug me inside but i was being whiney and he gives me this like cup and drag sme to a drink machine yanno how most fast food places are and you like fill your own cup up. i think he told them 2 waters cuz the cups were different, but he got pop and then i got pop but then was like no i dont wanna get in trouble, so i got water.... i asked what he got to drink andhes like 'fruit punch' and im like mmm fruit punch! so i wake up right after that part, cotton mouth, and i just so happen to have some hawaiin punch i hadnt opened yet so i like stumble to the fridge and pour me a big glass lol. funny huh.
oh and like im sitting here on my laptop and the air is SO freaking dry right now my nose just starts bleeding. so i look like a total tard right now with toilet paper hanging out of my nose.
anyway im up way too eary i could get more sleep before im suppose to go. i may take a lil nap, but if not oh well it will help me to be on normal peoples schedules for the next few days so i dont miss the sunshine. I MAY GET A TAN! w0000T! holla.
so the dentist actually wasnt at all bad :) i didnt even feel anything really. they numbed me gooood :) i liked that. i felt slight pain afterwards, but nothig worse than like a headache.
unfortunately though one of them that i was hopping would just need a fillin gwas too close to the root so gotta get a stupid root canal :( dentists are soooooooooooooooo spensive gonna cost me like 700 something for the root canal (i need 2) and crowns are 835 or something ;/
soo yeah. someone gimmie money. heh.
my bday is coming up. remember when bdays were awesome like when you were little. where all your friends and family gathered just to celebrate the fact you're in the world. now its just another day.
i forgot to mention. the car did just run out of gas. i felt dumb.
im @ work. birthday is coming up - yay. slept crappy today. stupid fireworks kept waking me up ALL day.
i went to see wall-e , and zohan started playing. and at the very beginning you see sandlers bare booty and a fish falls like between his cheeks. i looked around at all the parents faces with their kids. lol. that was probably the peak of the day for me. oh i got a free movie pass too. because they had to stop the film and put wall-e on so it took about an extra 20 minutes longer or so before the movie even started. so w00t.
my birthday is coming up. yay... ;/ kinda sucks. birthdays arent that exciting for me much anymore.
i have like NO friends where i live, which really sucks, not that i have a whole lot of time to hang if i did, but it would be nice yanno? and whats even worse is like it seems like i have 0 online friends too. now its pretty bad when you have like 0 online friends lol. thats like the peak of lameness. most people would think 'oh wow you do all this music stuff/videos on youtube have so many subscribers blah blah so entertaining you must have LOADS of friends.. yeah... not really at all... i talk to maybe 1-3 people online and its randomly and not too often either.
at work i got a promotion and a dollar raise. - woot.
the bulls selected Derrick Rose (the guy i wanted them to get) at #1.
i just got back from visiting my family. to keep the story short
day 1 : after work i flew there, got there got food seen my mom, realized food order was wrong, took food back got refund, got food from a different place, ate, slept, woke up after only 4 hrs of sleep. called my sister, her and her daughter came over, we hung out together waed some tv my bros wife showed and joined in. i went and got tacobell, then me and my brother hung out and both fell asleep watching something @ about 2am.
day 2: went to CHURCH, first time in forever, my mom is back into church which is REALLY good, and shes being really active so im happy for her. they had some patriotic like special and she REALLY wanted me to come, i didnt promise her though because with my sleep schedule i didnt think it was possible, but looks like it was :) so i didnt have a ride, so i had to take a taxi to the church to get my moms car, then went to pick up my sister and a family friend, went to church, after that we went to muncie so i could get some basketball shoes, my sister is a manager for the chain so she gets an additional 30% off.. got some dwade 3.0's that were 100 dollar shoes for like 25 i think? they were on a clearance sale + her discount. ate qdoba - first time, i was wanting to try it for awhile and finally did. i wasnt feeling it that much it was just the same as chipotle to me pretty much so meh., anyway my moms car SUCKS the speedometer didnt work and the gas gauge didnt work. so we got to the gas station cuz my mom said 'you should put gas in i havnt for awhile' so im like uh how much do i put in? and they are all like i dunno just whatever and im like ok ill put 5 in... well as i said my moms car sucks. the transmission slips and when you go to break it kinda shakes sometimes when its downshifting. - ANYWAY we get back to A-town and we went to the mall there to get these sandles i wanted and the car dies. my sister was driving back on the way home w00t. and so she tries to start it and it starts up. and shes like 'what should we do?' and im like well may as well go to the mall its right there..' like a block or 2 away yanno. so we go. get the sandlas w00t. payed like 27 for 35 dollar sandals. so yeah im gonna paragraph.
so my sister is like i dont wanna drive, which we are 5mins away from my brothers house and im like fine.. so i drive. make it about 1/4 away and the car stops AGAIN. so im like ugh. i pull off and wait for cars to pass because there is a bridge right ahead and they have construction to where its like 2 lanes with those big water cones so you cant pass... start it up start going. get to the beginning of the hill and sure enough. dies again. - wont start..... :: holds head :: so we have cars starting to line up behind us... i wave them on. my sister calsl my mom letting her know about the car not starting, not sure what it is cuz we put gas in, didnt know if it needed water or what cuz it smelled like something was burning... but yeah as i said my moms car is stupid, she bought if ro 1.000 just as a temp car (she overpaid about 600 bucks i think) anyway.. so when its clear behind us me and my friend mandra start pushing and my sister steers... about..the first 15 steps we get it moving. but that hill incline starts to take its toll and my calfs are like burning lik ea mofo...
by this time we're at the point where the people behind us cant pass us, there are cars in the other lane and in the center those big pylon like things for road construction so yeah they cant merge to the other lane to pass and the cars are just piling up behind us. i went to rest my legs for a sec and they about gave out. they were THAT sore from pushing that car up the hill. so i was like ok i cant quit moving or my legs are gonna quit on me. - on top of that my mouth went from pretty lubricated to absolutely dry in this short period of time. we had it pushed about 1/4 of the way and struggling for every inch now, and thank GOD some like 18-21 year old guy jumps out of the truck thing behind us and comes to help. he was really nice about it... at this time we have 3 pushing, we get a nice roll going on and mandra stops. so its just me and this guy now. we get it up to about almost 3/4s of the way together and now we are fighting for every inch. then he waves the person in the car he got out of and they pull up and he like puts his hands on the back of my moms car and his feet on the front of that car and has her accelerate, pretty much bumping us up while im still helping push. FINALLY get to the place where we can turn off the road. im all like thakning him so much for helping. anyway my mom ends up calling her neighbor who was actually right by us and seen us brokedown, but didnt know it was us, anyway she came and took us to my brothers house.
that part of the day sucked. anyway then we hung out at my brothers for a bit, my cousin tko was coming a day early cuz he knew i was flying in and he took off work i guess to come a day early which was cool. also my friend from where i use to live lived in noblesville now so he was driving in that day and we all got together to ball. i did HORRIBLE, hit some jumpers, but my % was pretty weak. the rim was like extremely bouncy, plus his basketball had a bit too much air . but yeah tko pwnd it up. we played about 6 games to 11 by 1 and we had to quit. not because weanted to stop playing, but i made engagements to spend time with my mom and aunt and grandma while iw as there. so me, my brother his wife, my sister, tko, and mandra all went over there. i ordered pizza we chatted looked at pictures and played guestures - fun as hell lol.
it was me, my brothers wife, my mom and my aunt -vs- tko, mandra, brother, grandma... my grandma is like.. 80 something lol. so yeah you can imagine the laughs.good times. after that we end up going back to the house. my brothers old co worker did a film and dropped of the dvd earlier in the day so we started watching it, but i fell asleep like during it. woke up after a couple hours though and was like 'i gotta get off this normal people schedule, so i stayed up got online for a bit.
day 3 - woke up by tko walking around he was bored so we decided to go get some food (pizza king breadsticks w00t) then go to see a movie - seen love guru - H O R R I B L E. do NOT waste your money at all. i wouldnt even rent it honestly when it comes out, wait for it to come out on tv or something for free cuz its not worth it at all. after that we drove back and my cousin was hungry again so we ate at culvers mmm... and we're right by the racino (horse track and they just made it into a casino) so we stop there to do a lil gambing. they check our ids i get in, they check his and his is expired. im like UGH cuz i kinda got pumped / was curious. so we left. played some rockband together, until my bro got off work. then went and seen Wanted - BEST MOVIE OF THE SUMMER. it was awesome.. i put it above iron man, hulk, indy4, and hancock...- which i seen right after wanted ;x i give that a B, i liked it but was expecting more.
after that we went home, i stopped by my mms to see her again then went back and fell asleep @ like 3:30ish. i was sooo tired.
day 4: woke up showered, melissa got back from the airport cuz her sister flew from texas so i visited iwth her for a few then me and tko went and got pizza king breadsticks (i had this 3 times out of the 4 days i was there lol) and made our way to the airport. had to sit there for almost 2 hrs then my flight, then waited for like 30-40 mins and got my ride home. cooked dinner/watched last comic standing and fell asleep (thinking i was gonna nap - i even set my alarm!) but yeah i woke up about a couple hours ago. i gotta go back to work tonight.
sucks returning to work after having a few days off yanno? they go so fast too. grr.anywho that was a pretty long entry right? been awhile since ive done one like that. its too hot and i have no a/c in my place. so like im in only underwear 70% of the time in my place it seems like haha. just a lil side note.
dentists cost too much. turns out i have to get a root canal on one tooth and a filling on another. im also getting some other fillings i guess before the lil cavitys get bad or something like that he said..
but yeah freaking crowns omg 835 dollars a piece!!! i gotta get 2 of them atleast. eff. i shouldve been a dentist. meh nah i wouldnt want to mess in peoples mouths all day egh.
i had to get these stupid xrays with these lil slides that do NOT fit in my mouth, i dunno if i just have a tiny mouth or what, but it was scratching me and pissing me off cuz i dont like things in my mouth anyway unless im eating. so yeah. gonna be spensive. and i dont have insurance... which would save a lot, but then again if i had been paying for insurance all this time it wouldnt of helped because i really NEVER go to doctors or hospitals or dentists or anything...
work is ridiculous the past couple nights, but oh well. only have 4 more hours, slept kinda crappy today.
i have to get a filling.. actually 2. ive never really been to the dentist except when i was really little i had a cavity and was eating laffy taffy and omg> SO much pain! they supposedly numbed me.. yeah right! i felt EVERYTHING. and im like telling them and they wouldnt make it numb they just pulled it out. so yeah.. i have only been to the dentist ONE time since then that was because i thought i was going to get my wisdom teeth taken out (which i still should do sometime) but yeah this filling thing has to happen soon. i get pain every once in awhile when i eat on one tooth, and another pieces of my tooth actually fell out so i i can feel inside of it with my tongue. weird. looks gross too i used a mirror so yeah i REALLY gotta do that,. but im scurred. i dont like pain or doctors/hospitals... plus i dunno how long i will be out or whateva if i can get it done and work the same day or if i should do it when i have a couple days off to recoop or what... i need to do some research..
im STILL on a high about the bulls getting #1 draft.. i REALLY hope they get avery johnson as the coach, im cautious of the guy they have been rumoring saying he will be the next coach. oooold coach from when jordan first started as a bull and one of the best tv nba anylist there is. but still... coaching wise eh... i want avery.
i never talk to anyone really anymore. i never update anything. heh. uhm im hella bored atm. so i am posting a brief something here just to see if anyone ever reads still if you do say something cuz i havnt heard from anyone in forever.
latest exciting thing: bulls won the draft lottery to get #1 pick. w000t. im so excite!
its been what... 4 months since i wrote anything here? heh. just too busy i guess. i woke up bout 30 mns earlier today than usual. have to work both jobs meh, then after that i need to force myself to stay up until like 1-2 possibly 3pm? because after i work wednesday night and get off thursday morning i have a lovely 6 hour drive. but its all worth it :]
nothing major has been up with me... working all the time. got my tv shows to keep me company <3. also good games came out recently so ive been doing that in my offtime as well. i wrote a little the other night, but as always coming up with music that i havnt already used is a problem. the love life dept is going well :) which is a first. ah theres my alarm to wake up. brb .::stretches::
anywho my dream was weird... i can only remember certain parts one i was going to a show by myself. which is weird cuz even in my dream im like 'this is so weird i dont go places by myself like this really' but i go and the directions said it was in an old family dollar building. so i get to this sign that says it but theres no building, but a road going back so i park and walk down the road and its like some family having some kind of like cookout/party and everyones like looking at me strange. so i go to the house thinking maybe its just a really old store lol cuz it was a pretty big house. and im like 'is this where the shows at?' and he had the door open lik eh ewas inviting me in, but he shook his head just smiling so i was like uh ok and went back to my car.
when i get back to my car boom the building is clearas day. so i go in there. and its these younger kids and they have like video rentals in there and i dunn owhy but i start alphabetizing them and everyone was just talking and i was like 'yeah i use to be in a band blah blah blah' except i was being like super conceited/full of myself which was weird, cuz in my ind in the dream im like 'god why am i sounding like this?' it was awkward... so yeah i dont even stay for the show cuz the dream switches. and im in that house! and its really gloomy outside and ppl are coming in like its a wake.. and i see this limo outside with these ppl in it that look like vampires, but they cant see me.. and i see this coffin that was open and its me, but it wasn tME ME it was like some old man, but i was like 'thats me' but it doesnt look like i look now. so i like jump back in my body and get up and my body is now animate and i start fighting these vampires. at first i was scared cuz i didnt wanna contract the vampire disease (yes too much oblivion lol) cuz i had just got healed from it haha... so yeah i took them out.
then next thing i know im in chicago at my dads house where im not allowed in real life cuz a bunch of BS, not my dads rues, but some other family member's that he rooms with. so i like am about to go in and i remember wait im not welcome here im not even gonna go in and i just took off.
so yeah that was my dream.
about my love life doing well right now... after all the bad/lying people thats hurt me.... the girl ive been seeing for 6 months now is just perfect.... shes like such a giver which im not use to. im use to always giving to others and yeah i have got things here and there , but i guess i never felt like it was an 'equal' relationship... it always felt like i was giving more than i was being given yanno? for instance.... she takes ME out on dates sometimes pays for movies/$30+ dollar dinners which in itself is just like WOW. she sends me sweet things in the mail like cards etc... on my birthday this year [which we spent in downtown chicago right above the house of blues for like 6 days and went to a bunch of museums/sears tower/touristy things... it was awesome pics below] and on my birthday she spent atleast like 150 bucks if not more.... ::sigh:: shes just great. and soo beautiful. even tho i DO deserve a girl like her, i often feel i dont like shes TOO great for me i dunno if that makes sense or not.. but yeah only problem is.. shes far away., so like only see her a couple times a month for a few days. gotta save up $ so i can move over there. so yeah anyone whos read through my countless countless emo periods/girls hurting me/lying to me breaking promises etc... i dont think this one is going to do that :) only time will tell, but im going to stay optimistic about this. heres a few from chicago and just random pics ;]
so yeah.... ive wasted like 25 mins in the journal now i have to shower and get ready for work :: yawns and stretches::
in other notes.. oddly someone from the past actually made things ok between us... they were very hurtful to me. it was nice of them to set things straight.
i was all sad because my shows, the office, heroes, prison break, american idol, blah blah blah all my other shows.. ended...
BUT ITS SUMMERTIME! now i have so you think you can dance, eureka, who wants to be a superhero, americas got talent, american inventor, mindfreak, etc...etc..etc...
so all is well.
im somewhat pist cuz i had to dishout 140 to get my 360 fixed, and i been gone for the past 4 days visiting my g/f and they STILL havnt sent my box to send back to them to get it fixed. wtf? it was like almost a week ago when i requested this.
i dunno why im posting here. but oh well :D i guess just to record my thoughts at the moment.
things have been so grand lately. the only way i could be happier is if i was closer to my girl. FAR to FAR away ugh! but yeah i havnt been this happy in awhile. well im happiest when not far away, but yanno what i mean.
just thought id post something good for a change. im glad i dont read back on my older entries so many emo /sad entries... but for anyone that reads. things CAN get better and dreams DO come true.
it sucks that you have to waste so much time waiting for something great and perfect and the way you always wanted it. going through other relationships that dont last heartache etc.. unfortunately not everyone is lucky enough to find that one person right away. some are lucky bastads... but some of us have to go through bad ones to get the good ones. i think im there. :) its nice.
w000t.
on second note my birthday is coming up. i want a wii. cant find them anywhere. i dont really even want it THAT BAD i mean i do, but i dont wanna buy it. but i want it just for like groups of ppl. its a fun party system.
i hate liking someone. especially when i havnt met them in person. it sucks. cuz at first she seemed like super into me, wanted to talk to me on the fone asap etc.. im shy so im like eh no not now etc.. finally do that. and for ever. tonights the first night we havnt talked on the fone since the first time we did.
today i had a totally EMO day too. it sucked. cuz shes been saiyng for awhile how bad she wants to meet me etc.. and shes gonna drive here just to do it. and im all scared saying just dont tell me when yanno cuz then ill get nervous/scared. but the more we talked the more i really really really really wanted to. and she said last night how bout this weekend? and im like do it.
then that morning i called to make sure hse was up for work and i was like were you serious about this weekend? and shes like well i dont think that will work. and im like why? and shes like cuz u work remmeber? cuz i work on her days off. so i said well what if i could switch. and it was just silence. so i asked again and she finally said shes scared now and its a long drive. so im like ugh. now shes scared? well i just got down and went to sleep. then she texts me at like noon and it wakes me up sayng 'thank you for the sweet morning calls' and im like ugh.
i hate liking someone to the point to where they control my emotions. and like i said especially since i havnt even met this chick. and i mean sure in the back of my head i know once we do meet she wont think so highly of me and that will be that, but i just wanna get it overwith and atleast give it a chance. i play it too safe too much and this is the first prospect in a long time thats come my way. i dunno. i just feel like she gives me mixed signals. but who knows maybe i just expect too much.
gah it sucks. i hate when i realize im being annoying and moody, but its hard for me to hide my feelings with someone when it comes to things like this. cuz i always wanna talk about things and see how they feel tell them how i feel etc.. i dont like silence. i dont like not talking about things. even if its bad news like 'id ont wanna meet anymore' that would be fine. which isnt the case she does, i dunno. i just feel bad when i get all emo and moody and i apologize because i realize im being that way.
i just want to be happy/loved/have someone. im in a rush to have that. im tired of seeing so many people with someone and here i am single/lonely. hehe i always laughed when i seen on movies n stuff when people are like 'do you know how hard it is to find a decent girl/guy etc..' and its really true. it SERIOUSLY is. its like the hardest thing ever. especially fr me cuz im picky kinda.one of the coolest things about this chick is that shes laidback and doesnt drink/smoke and her idea of a goodtime is just watching movies inside cuddled. and im like whoa. perfect! i really just need to meet this chick. ideal situation she'll fall for me for whatever reason (most likely WONT happen) we'll somehow figure something out ill move she'll move. we'll both move (most likely if things did go well) then b together.
heh im totally not making sense and rambling. i know this. i havnt even MET this chick. she just made me feel like... i have a good feeling about her yanno? maybe i just WANT to have a good feeling about her thats why i do, but i do. maybe shes just the only thing close to someone i could be with so im getting too excited. maybe im just lonely all together so anyone who shows interest in me im like yes come! yes!. nah not that.
theres a couple movies i want to see coming out this weekendl atleast i think they both come out this weekend. reno911 and 23. but i dont really have anyone to go with. my friend dylan has been ignoring me for like the past week. have no idea why. isnt responding to my calls/messages. think hes my friend? maybe im not his friend. hmm. i write in here when im emo too much. its always tha same bs/whining.
i seen some pretty chick today. shes married though. she looked young too. shes like 'my husband blahb lah blah' about some movie and i was like 'are you old enought obe married?' lol i didnt say that, but thought it. which just made me feel worse. i wish i could find some chick that knew what she wanted. i wish far too much.
oh back up to the girl. she said 'talk to you tomorrow?' and i was like 'if u want to..' and shes like 'i hope so' and then i was continuing my sentence cuz i accidently hit enter and said im going into only talk to her when she talks to me mode. maybe that will help me not like her as much i guess? and she said whatever makes it easier. and it made me mad lol cuz if she was retarded for me i woudnt want her to try to decrease her feelings. i ran into this problem before. i always like the other person more i think.
ok i could go on about that crap for another hour, but thats all i want to write. ill get the gist if i ever go through these again. which i never do because most of these memories i want to forget. which makes no sense since i document them here so i wont forget. go figure.
stan lee did a cameo in heroes last night. that was cool. also im doing a duet with the most popular girl on youtube. well musician atleast. i just have to do my part. that might be good.. i dunno tho cuz the song is kinda high for me so ill prolly suck. and shes already an amazing singer so its only gonna make my parts look worse haha. but maybe someone will like it or they'll check my other stuff and boost up some of my subscribers/viewers. peoples gotten some pretty sweet deals from youtube. i got a fortune saying i will become successful in the entertainment business in a very odd way. makes sense right? making it big from youtube somehow? let it be known i AM an optimist overall. and a dreamer. im only pessmiistic about my love life. and not always. ive just not had a very good run in that area. sometimes i sit and think nobody will want me cuz of this and this and this and this and this. but other times im like so boggled how nobody could want me cuz i do have a lot of good things about me.i think the good outweigh the bad. its just not fair.
k i dont have anything else to really talk about im just repeating myself. out of all my relationships theres only 1 i would save. the rest psh toss em away.
my stomach is so growly n hungry. i dont get off work for 3 more hours. im fixing carne asada tacos when i get home.
So its almost Valentines day, and since i have no g/f i am NOT looking forward to it. Although when i do have someone i secretly love it. BUT i still think its dumb that a lot of people like dont treat their love as good as they do on this lame day. I think it should be shown always/more than this one day yanno?
Anyway whats all your thoughts/plans for Valentines day?
As a side thing me being a leo i created this. To me i think most people can relate to these things in a relationship. Hope you likes feel free to distribute, and this is NOT just a ploy to spam crap i really am interested in the question above. This is just a fellow displaying a show for you.
( if the embed doesnt work its here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUjUt4X57OU )
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